You can’t know
Won’t know
Won’t see
Because I fiercely protect this heart of mine
Can’t judge me when you don’t have all the puzzle pieces, see
***
This world has been my HELL but I am
Grateful for any measure of peace bestowed upon me
I hear Grandma whisper: Aren’t you tired, sweetie?
Papa echoes: Stop and smell the roses! You’re missing it. Stop, look around, honey!
Stop trying so hard, bending over backwards, worrying constantly
Allow yourself to be in awe of the immensity
You don’t have a choice anymore. Let go, Sweet Pea. Let it be. Let it be.
***
Wait! Let me go to The Fox Theatre to watch one more show —
Before the robes of My Confessor flow
I could say it out loud, SHOUT IT — Then, they’d all know
Maybe afterwards I’ll have the strength to let go
OH, OH, OH! Then, will I have earned my Sweet Release?! Will I?!
Until I do
Until I get the courage to — Well…
***
You can’t know
Won’t know
Won’t see
Because I protect this heart of mine so fiercely
Can’t judge me when you don’t have all the puzzle pieces, see
***
Listen — Promises aren’t just words to me
My words aren’t empty
My burdens are released with beautiful clarity
So, when it’s my turn, when my time comes, use my story as a sign
It’s what I want, make an offer to straighten out a knot in a lifeline
Laying in peace — FINALLY
No more pain, no more anxiety
No more running on empty
Just sweet peace and me
***
All my Fires have been put out
Drunk on the River of Rest — YES
Wanna jump in, full immersion — PLEASE
I’m gonna head towards Heaven — NOW
FINALLY — my request has been granted
BLINK. OPEN. LOOK.
Twirling in my pink dress and pearls— Happiness has me SHOOK
Arms wide, I’m spinning on the gold patines of My Eternity
NOW.
I.
AM.
FREE.
NOW — I can let go and let it be!
You Lil Dickens 
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