When will I stop being afraid in this life?

When will I stop allowing fear to govern me?

When will I accept myself?

When will I be enough?

Enough for me.

When will I be happy?


  1. Seem to be never-ending questions. I think a lot of us continually ask “When will I be enough?” and “When will I be happy?” “Enough” and “Happiness” are so elusive. Fear is one of the worst of the many governors and oppressors. How are you doing Ms. Lowe? I would like to think your absence has been more business than otherwise?

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    1. I concur! Elusive, indeed! Afraid I haven’t been myself lately. Let fear and some other things get to me. Today was the first day in a long time I was able to get to the heart of the problem. I was avoiding my blog but I didn’t really understand why. Turns out my avoidance was a fear of vulnerability, a fear of feeling all my feelings. Shouldn’t have been so hard to figure out but this bump in the road was more of a deep pothole in the middle of my road.

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      1. As a Neanderthal in the feelings department, I hate feelings. They are very annoying. Women are usually all into feelings, my wife, for example. But I understand how dealing with your feelings could be like falling into an emotional abyss, and it must be particularly troubling for you.

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  2. 💜 NEVER!!! Ever; if NOT!!! NOW!!! because ALL Journeys Begin with a Single Step 🚶🏿‍♂️ 🚶‍♀️ 🚶 😏 🤪 😉 😌 🙃


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  3. It’s a joy for us to have you back Eleanor, whatever the reason for your absence. There have been many times when I have felt that my blog has been a rod to my back. In those times I have simply reduced my publishing frequency. Then I find the stress is relieved. Keep going, take a break, never give up.

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